Bits and Pieces of Memories

2011-10-17T23:02:00.002+08:00

And u finally said dat.

2011-10-17T22:37:00.000+08:00

So frustrated.

This whole bsg thing is making me crazy.

2011-10-10T01:16:00.002+08:00

Fast forward to recent weeks.

Recent weeks were damn epic.
Happy, angry sad. Happy angry sad.
LIKE WAD??!

Becos I was being compared.
Yes.
And I rmb one statement from you.
About how flexible ur frens are and how irritating I am.
I did what I can jus to see you, after work.
Even to amk.
Telling me dat " I noe u sure cnt " sucks my life.

Do I dun hv the right to ask wad time back?
Jus give me the time and I noe how to organise.
And this is the reason why I was excluded.

Besides spending almost one night outside wif the same frens, next day initiate an outing again.
Happy life eh?
U wanted to be happy dat much, alright.
Wad did I get in the end? Sadness in return while u are having ur fun out there.
* It's not abt not letting u having fun, there's a certain extent to having fun *
Thus there's no reason telling me no money.
I dun buy dat anymore.

Just like wad girlfriend said.
"We took time to dress up and meet you. But u dun even bother and care."
Excuses is tired, lazy.

I oso tired and lazy. Can I say dat to u oso?
We dun. Cos we do whatever we can jus to meet u.
Appreciate? No.

One chinese saying, (direct translation) :
Want you treat you like jewellery
Dun want you treat you like grass.

All I want is just a guy who noes how to care for me and be there whenever I need him.
Not getting lost halfway and dun even noe where he's been.
Plus not meeting once jus becos I said once a week and for the sake of seeing.

Sometimes I wonder if I were to be missing one day, would you ever notice?
Would you get me back?
Would you had lost me?

I can say. Yes, u had lost me.
Becos I dunno how else I can change your life for the better.

All I noe is :

A guy who really loves u, will never let u go no matter wad.
A woman who really loves u, will stick wif u no matter how angry she is towards lots of things.

Indeed. I do love you.
Nothing can describe this feeling, but a song called 'Skyscraper'. Airing now.

2011-10-10T01:00:00.004+08:00

3rd/4th Sept 2011

A heated argument day wif someone.
I dun rmb clearly wad it was about.
However for past consecutive wkends, it was the same old issue.

-NO REPLY OF MSG-

Sometimes I wish I can understand, but it seems like I dun.
Do I do it like dat too? I wonder.
But I'm not.
Cos I noe no matter how busy I am, I will take some time to give a reply instead of making the other party worry.
It's all abt whether u put a thought for dat person who means a lot to u or u jus dun give a damn, and letting the person waiting for u like a fool.

At dat time, I was travelling alone to find out the location of my office.
A whole new place which I never been before.
Alone.
Facing the sadness alone.
Crying myself alone.
Holding back my tears alone.

Where did I land myself?
A lost place which I dunno where I am except dat I'm at Outram Park.
Dat's all.

I dun mind searching places alone.
Even ppl kidnap me I dun care, cos no one cares.
I was never once went to the wrong place, or having wrong sense of direction.
Becos a moment of sadness and anger, it led me to nowhere.

I picked myself up and I cleared my thought.
Finally I got to Valley Point Office Tower.

This is how I endure this feeling.

2011-10-10T00:52:00.002+08:00

1st Sept 2011

A great day indeed, especially class outing.
It was a good time where I can talk nonsense or make a fool out of myself.
There will be Eunice and Herdy to talk with, Wei Xiong all and Chee Hau who looked like lecturer wif dat formal outfit of his.
Oh and did I mention I had an adopted son called Aldrich Lim?
For the whole bbq outing, he was like sitting there emo-ing all the way, which made everyone went -.-!
Well he's quite pitiful as gg through heart pain of a r/s.
Who don't? Even I do, lots of times.

Eunice's cheesecakes were nice.
She should carve out a baking career and business will sure be a BOOM :)

'Smurfing' love the day after bbq!

And I shld say this, the last day I took a ride on picanto.

2011-10-10T00:44:00.000+08:00

31st August 2011

The day I touched down and he was there, waiting for me in his Malay baju.
A day when it was his mum's bdae.
A day when we all got to know our IPP places.

I gotten Olympus Singapore.
At first, I dunno wad's so funny abt.
Cameras dat they were laughing? Serious pe.
At least it's a company that majority knew.
Not like some which is like located somewhere, somehow or somewhat.

Initially I thought I was gg to do like a photoshop, designing.
THOUGHT.

This is wad I knew the next day.

2011-10-10T00:11:00.001+08:00

New layout from blogger.
Seems like testing, but it's not.
Cos I really wanna blog out everything just like how I did in IPP for now.

A blog came to be in handy when it comes to feelings and emotions; another word for 'ranting' in a nice manner.

Becos I once neglected it, and now I'm yearning it back to me.
I dunno how long my memory can hold, wif lots of things frustrating and 'choking' on me.
This blog is meaningful to me, and it records down the bits and pieces of the entire months I'm gg through for now.

Last post was on August 2011.
Thus I will having posts divided into each happenings and activities.

26th August 2011

It was our 19th month. I almost had a loss count for it, but am glad I'm willing to take note of the months tgt. To our own poly classes, it's considered longer than majority of them, but to other ppl who had been through lots of relationships seem short. It does not matter to me whether it's long or short, as long as both understood well enough. The problem is, do we?

It's the day dat we didn't get to meet each other as I'm living for a flight to Beijing wif my cousins, nephews and mum, while he's gg for work, as usual, Enchanted Airways. However, at the same time, his mum was not feeling well and he was not at home to take care of her. A filial son he is, felt guilty.

As we were 6 hrs flight distance apart, no doubt dat we missed each other and his 2nd tweet on saying that he missed me. It was sweet at dat moment. Who dun feel touched?

Honestly, every single day I missed him like mad. I'm not sure abt how he felt.

2011-08-15T15:21:00.002+08:00

Dear blog, I have no one else to talk to except for you.

Cos wadever I said to u, u wun keep pushing blame on me when I nd a listening ear.

This is wad I wanted.

A listening ear.

Being crappy recently and wadever I did will always say the blame's on me.

Am I born to let ppl blame on me or is it I'm nice to get shoot at?

Why can't ppl understand wad the fuck I'm gg through?

Yes, what the fuck. The first vulgar ever had in this blog.

Becos I feel dat I cnt communicate wif ppl.

I tried not to be emo, but things have to get the better of me and make me lose control.

I have to suffer in silence in order not to show my enraged emotion.

And till now I'm still suffering.

Why?

Cos yet again, ppl dun put themselves in my shoes.

Keeping quiet doesn't mean I'm okay.

It means I dun wanna argue dat much.

I'm not in a good mood. Dun try to come provoke me if u still wan ur life.

Subutteo's practice

2011-03-09T18:26:00.001+08:00

Currently at jurong rc..feeel so sian...i'm like always the one who give points to ppl..siannnn..dun wan penalty den i get penalty match..now i wanted a penalty match, end up i nv get :(..

Wad's worse is when the goal of the opponent is tyco!! Arghh! Dun wan to play liaooooo..

Haikal : "why u lose?"

Me : "becos of u lor..finalise his goal"

Haikal : "mus be fair mahhh.."

He is jus soooo cute until i dunno wad to say..lol..

Fancy him asking me this dumb qn..lol..he's the one who made me lose..

And keep laughing at me :(..sad..

Location : 201 Jurong East Avenue 1,

2011-03-02T02:07:00.003+08:00

This was what I doing the whole afternoon.

Damn OMG!

The pain was so excruciating, till I vomited a bit and sweated so much.

-.-

The ordeal was so tough dat my mum gave up and fed me with the medicine prescribed by the doctor.

15-20 mins the pain was gone and I was like lying half dead on the bed resting.

I had to eat porridge and I jus announced;

" I jus gave birth finished." Haiz.

It was really like giving birth sia, wif all the muscles contractions.

And I told someone I like giving birth to "Little Haikal"

HAHAHA!

Haiyo..every mth can die of torture from this kind of stuffs.

Dunno what causes it oso.

Didn't had this ordeal since last mth when I was like nearly admitted to hospital becos of this.

However I was fine before I even consulted the doctor.

At dat time the doctor said there's a lot of symptoms, some can even faint becos of this.

Really O.M.G. Scary.

Now I had ate the medicine, there will be side effect.

The menses will stop or having less blood in the process.

Like so not unhealthy though.

Cnt too little, cnt too much.

This is how woman life shld go through.

Oh well * roll eyes *

12 hrs later will be meeting my dear dear soon! Miss him so much.

Gonna prepare for the league at jurong.

I do suck at it but practice makes perfect!

I cnt lose to the new guys no matter wad circumstances.

JY to me!

2011-02-26T01:59:00.003+08:00

Class outing at my hse.

Bowling.

Pooling.

Karaok-ing. Ah crap on this.

It was so fun; until a man changed the whole mood of it.

Changed to rm 2 since there's no one and dat's our fault I dun deny.

But when I asked the man nicely if I can change wif him the karaoke rm,

he simply replied rudely and said "NO"

Like wth? I talked nicely yet u give me this attitude.

Oh man respect me as a teenager and a woman pls.

Asshole.

This still can be tolerated.

Next was when the stupid security guard chased us out rudely.

We went to our own rm as booked and jus took the original mic dat was from our booked rm.

And dat MAN asked the guard to take one mic from us cos it supposed to have 2,

when he's only one person for dunno wad damn heck.

And the guard told us : "One more time and I can chase u out of the rm"

Wt*? Dun talk to me this way cos I alr said sorry.

I dun deserve dat kind of shit attitude u gave.

The blood is boiling.

And dat MAN sang for like 15 mins; 2 songs and wanna ask for one more mic.

Simply wth? Wad a stingy and rude man.

2011-02-15T01:07:00.002+08:00

Exam is jus one more wk from now and I'm still having little motivations.

I said I wanna A the 2 examinable modules, but it seems like I'm gg nowhere :(

I jus wanna sing my way everyday.

2011-01-21T23:30:00.002+08:00

Wks of no blog posts.

And here I am to post.

These few wks were hectic for us, wif all technical reviews and final tests, lastly report submission of 2 modules.

Jan is always our mth of struggle, whether to do well or BUANG it.

Thus I can say it's a C for RAD alr cos I simply suck in codings.

I only can have confidence it the GUI but not all codings.

Simply, there's jus no time to do and the invigilator was -.-.

Dat is to say, I nd 2 modules to obtain an A and the rest to have and average of B and B+ in order to maintain or pull my grade a lil.

This is how depressing it is gg to be.

Thus my only hope now is Software Engineering to get an A cos the grade is alr an A, exclude exam.

Targets :

Software Engineering - A

SACP - B/B+

Device Interfacing - B+/A

Computer Operating System - B

RAD - * alr C I guess

InfoSecurity Tech - B+

Emotional Intelligence and NE - must be A cos they are 1 credit module -.-

Pls hope dat this must be wad I expected and not having one grade less.

Although I nv really calculated it. :)

JYJY.

Andddddddd...

Beijing here I come! Waiting for the grpings and may fate decide for us.

2011-01-09T14:29:00.002+08:00

I felt sooo useless. :(

I'm so weary and tired.

I thought I wanna sign up for FYP attachment at china and dat's wad I keep wanting for.

But it's jus no fate.

Extention date is till last fri but I nv checked my mail.

Even though I most probably will be alone at there wif new frens.

My only worry is I can't do well wif my attachment there as I'm not gd in programming or networking. It's jus average.

Although I wanna leave so much and let time decides the fate, it seems like it doesn't matter at all.

It's a sooner or later thing dat I will expect it coming.

Cos I noe I'm no longer needed anymore.

2011-01-09T14:16:00.002+08:00

Adapted from Leron's to Wei Xiong's wall post :

‎"I heard that kisses on the forehead means something, like has that special meaning and this is what I found from a guy’s point of view:
WHAT DOES FOREHEAD KISSES MEAN?
It means that you’re the most important person for him, that you are part of his happiness. It means that God only knows the way he feels about you. That he loves you and he will always love you. He will always be there for you no matter what you say or do. He will always forgive you."

It sounds sweet..but I jus seriously dunno if all guys are like dat anot.

God and the person himself only noes.

P/S for any copyright. =x

2011-01-01T14:01:00.002+08:00

Happy new year!

I felt no diff in ytd and 2dae, cos life is still gg on!

2010 is a yr for a lot of 1st time for me.

It's m18 yearr..

And glad dat I had a driving license in dat year.

It was an enduring year for me too.

Heart breaking, happiness.

Just wished 2011 will be a better year for us.

25 more days, 26 more days.

So fassssssssssst!

Wishes?

I dun dare to wish any cos I noe it wun come true.

However I can only wish everyone of us to be healthy and stay away from sickness!

Ytd had a lot of mix emotions within an hr.

I jus cnt afford to get into this kind of situation agn.

The blow was too big or shld use my term "sank agn".

Well u did as u promised and I'm touched. ( Or was it u too guilty? haha )

12am. I got wad I expected.

A day I will nv forget.

Thanks hamster. :D

2010-12-22T17:31:00.002+08:00

Leaving for Penang tmr.

Well after donkey of years, finally manage to get a quick getaway.

Cos someone oso gg KL one day after me!

He sick sick now, so at the wrong timing.

AWWWWWWW :(

And I oso wanna go overseas; get a passport chop; see how the plane is like; and most importantly..pull my luggage!!!~

Bought a backpack for overseas..not really those kind of dull bags but can be of other usage.

Morning flight, Malaysian Airlines.

I wanna see diff places of the world and understand their cultures.

I wanna travel to the places I wanna see few years time and took photos of them.

Stay tuned for the updates through this blog, if I managed to get wireless access for free.

2010-12-13T00:36:00.003+08:00

I felt soooo lethargic right now.

All becos of one mistake being overlooked and now everyone suffered.

It's 12.36am now and I had yet to have 5 lines of codes.

Best ah.

Now lesson learnt.

Double check if ppl do the correct way anot before proceeding.

Seriously, annoying much.

2010-12-09T21:41:00.001+08:00

These few days so sleepy...and i usually sleep at 8 plus...sometimes can up till 11 plus...cool right...but now looking through ISECT..cos having test 2moro..

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2010-12-07T01:04:00.002+08:00

A relaxed week but not too relaxed.

Currently having lesser tests and quizzes but still hv to work hard on it.

Some ppl has alr selected their specialization which was planned tgt.

To me, I'm still having my doubts and I can't fix my choices every now and den.

It does not rely on jus blindly following ppl cos it all depends on luck.

WHY?

Cos things are not the same as it used to be.

I can choose wadever wif no worries back then.

Now, I'm sitting down here staring blankly at this com,

keep thinking and thinking and thinking non stop.

Advice :

Wadever's gg to happen, u hv to noe that u mus not neglect and get affected wif ur studies.

And I will make a point to keep dat in my mind.

ALWAYS.

2010-12-03T23:06:00.004+08:00

Presentation over for mid term.

I guessed I shld comment myself as BAD -.-.

Stomach cramping and I kept swaying abt,

till the fact dat teacher commented dat I hv a bad habit.

HAIZ.

I dunno how to make a presentation nice and professional.

Guess nd a lot of time to think abt it.

Reflect.

Inprove.

Now currently hv to rmb to choose year 3 specialization!

Like choosing husbands like dat.

Wrong = regret

Correct = blessed

It was scary.

December is here.

Doomsday coming soon on 8th -.-

Had my driving revision 2dae too wif my formal, but of course not the high heels.

Now my only concern is parallel parking, speed too slow for road and delay movement.

HAIZ.

Double sadness.

Next try : Monday

Which means skipping DI lecture for once.

2010-12-01T00:15:00.001+08:00

I hate 2 tests falling on the same stupid day

And at a stupid 15 mins interval.

Sucks our day.

2010-11-28T02:01:00.001+08:00

Mon coming so fast!! Yet i'm not prepared for SE test. Sighs. Now I'm blogging it wif my new phone to test how does it goes...Imma nd to wait 4 working days to use my local bundle..Like ssssssoooooo longggg :(
Oh well let me hope dat I'm able t hv motivation later on!

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2010-11-25T22:42:00.002+08:00

Lots of things changed.

I wanna try my best to keep things the way it is.

And I realised I did my best alr.

A new plan, a new thinking method to solve probs.

Means a greater difficulty.

2010-11-20T01:04:00.003+08:00

Last few days having quizzes and tests..

Damn shag.

Especially ytd's DI..still wanna say can get A.

Give all those codes machiam nv really to the point.

Shld hv gotten the cheatsheet from the prac only.

I jus hate it with THIS arrangement.

This wkend may say it's a more relaxed than last wk.

Still, there's RAD and projects to finish.

2 days will be gone jus like dat.

Watched Harry Potter at amk.

Nowadays ppl are freaking rich to book the tickets online, with more than half the theatre booked.

And it cost 10.50! Excluding booking fee.

Well, it turned out fine cos there's more action-packed.

2010-11-13T01:11:00.005+08:00

Sheeena's advanced 18th bdae..hahaha.

Well, I kinda disappointed wif myself for not having a better organisation due to time constraint.

Some were jus late for sch, some too early and had to stay at home first.

Random decision to watch movie, but end up I did not. :(

Hamster lor.............

And I guess he was sleeping his way through when I reached home, even till now the next day has jus started one hr ago.

I'm not gonna call agn like wad I did ytd. -.-

Sheena was so saddd... :( and I was oso sadddddd :(

The worse thing came before it.

Dat was the freaking device interfacing lesson.

Although wad we had been taught was 'awesome' but it was not indeed.

Freaking handler event errors everywhere, or is either, the device cnt detect.

ARGH. WTH LA.

Have to get pissed off wif this and 'best' thing was the teacher -.-||||||

He thought we were damn pro in programming cos of the fact dat we are year 2 students, and having attachments next yr.

Thus, everytime we sought him for help, he will say

"aiyooooo....alamak.....no laaaaaa..."

like hamster kena once;

"Oh got problem? Debug urself ah...."

Seriously -.-, it doesn't make any help by saying.

Worse part is he memorised everyone's name alr. -.-

Tak boleh tahan agn...and he likes to speak fast which make ppl tak paham.

IT SUCKS!! Haiz.

Wk 5 schedule :

Mon - Software Engineering Quiz

Tues - RAD lab assignment open bk

Fri - "Freaking" Device Interfacing lab test :(

Ok, shall be nice a bit..nice dat he sent the whole program wif the codes to let us study.

Yet agn, expect an A from everyone.

Walao!!!

2010-11-10T01:11:00.002+08:00

Seriously a lot of commotion abt fights and slashes -.-

Don't they even think dat the lives are innocent?

Dunno wad singapore has become nowadays.

Insecure.

Am so worried abt u, but not myself.

No sch later! Cos there's no NE lecture :)

Finally a day rest at home and I wanna DO SMTH MEANINGFUL!

I wasted the deepavali hols + wkends sia. Haiz

And quiz + test coming up next wk.

Yet, majority having 'ya-ya' mode =p

Buck up buck up man!

I hope I'm not too hooked up wif subbuteo.

Especially when I'm playing, rather than sitting down stoning.

Right hamster? :D

2010-11-06T00:17:00.003+08:00

Shopping day at somerset.

Well bought a lot of jeans from new look, tops from forever 21.

I hv more long jeans alr ok.

Friday jus gone like dat.

Now's saturday.

Study can?

Hope so.

2010-11-05T00:36:00.002+08:00

I'm a sotong till I forgot to bring my phone ytd. :(

And it's when I reached YCK den I realised!

I've been saying lots of times in different social networks. HAHA.

But I was really -.-. Dunno wad my mind was filling dat time.

Most epic day ever and I kept dwelling in the morning.

My whole lesson was half mood gone and mind gone in the process as well.

And I was so loss of words when teacher showed our grp's functions.

SUPER $%#^#$^@$@??????

Or is that a new way of 'sharing'? Seriously I dun go for it.

I wanna keep shaking my head.

I had super noise pollution human in my hse named Jolene Tan.

She was like one crazy girl arguing and making noise when playing billard.

Seriously she could not stop and I got pissed off; unglam.

We were jus shouting to each other when playing and I can't stand a bit of her boastful-nesss..EEEEE!!!! Oh pls, she was jus 'fishing' the balls instead of aiming the balls into the holes.

Yet, she showed a face dat she noes how to play when she keep missing the ball or using extender as and when she likes.

ARGH!

Ppl still say she is lovable..I told my mum she's more like a irritatable than lovable.

And my mum half agreed :)

2010-11-01T00:34:00.003+08:00

Wk 3...back to sch agn. HAIZ.

So fast dat 2 weeks has passed.

Dun like mon n tues...

cos nd to bring this heavy bk!!

I suddenly feel so mini.

Tiny than ever.

I hate to realise dat I started to surrender to fate.

I had no choice but to give up.

It's not up to me anymore no matter how hard I put in.

2010-10-31T00:22:00.006+08:00

Early in the morning went jogging :(

Before dat we went to book billard rm and guess wad?

3 ppl alr in the queue -.-

And took my 8pm-10pm slot!

Lucky there's 1 hr, 7pm -8pm.

I jogged 5 rounds at the park behind my hse and I can confirm my stamina has decreased since sec.

Wad a sad found out.

And in the mall, a person called out to us saying 'ur singing 2dae?'

I was still walking aimlessly and only my mum replied.

It was a couple during last wk which showed the 'gd sign'..

Well, I shan't say wad they told me here.

Note : Never book a karaoke rm when there are ppl having parties in a function rm

Why : All those children and many other ppl's were damn noisy and occupied 3 ktv rooms! Including ours. ZZZZZZ.

Oh I found my old songs..not ready to make nice! :D

My sis sure thinks dat she noes how to play, but she's not.

And pls..she was more of fishing rather than playing.

OMG.

And she dares to shout saying she noes.

Crazy woman.

It hurts so much when u laughed at me, the loudest.

Disappointed on the spot.

At dat moment, the little heart shattered.

Yet again.

2010-10-27T22:54:00.001+08:00

Wad does software engineering project wans from us?

Keep asking us to have diagrams which i dun even noe how to do.

Worse than ITSM.

2010-10-25T23:05:00.003+08:00

RAD Quiz 2moro!

Damn sian sia.

My eyes was so tired and guess it's due to wearing contact lens for a long period of time :(

Having 4 hrs break 2moro cos there's no SACP.

2dae's the day dat I anticipated.

I wanna noe wad happened and I found out.

Liar.

Well, we kept thinking wad to do for the project so dat we do not nd to come at 9am on fri!

Weee!

Actually after RAD lesson we can jus pon..hahaha..only if we wan anot cos it's all 1 hr lecture.

However now the attendance holds a huge weightage,

I guess we shld not play play.

I'm still stuck at freaking chpt 1 of RAD and I feel....

BORED!!! HAHAHA.

2010-10-25T00:50:00.002+08:00

Please stop the music player before playing this video.

Cos I'm addicted to the songs till I make it as my blog song :)

And do view it wif ur sound system on! Cos it melts ur heart....

How I wish I can be the bridemaid of it...so nice..yeahh, dun hope for bride but jus bridemaid will do although the bride was one of the luckiest woman!

2dae went down to OC..the most boring of all!!!

Can bring a sleeping bag to sleep on the ground and a warm blanket over me.

SHIOK.

It's even colder when u feel lonely :(

I'm toooo hungry 2dae...ate burger king all and still not full!

Having karaoke session at my hse facility rm.

Tested the sound for certain songs.

Well, overall is ok.

And there's this person in the next rm kept peeping over,

he showed signals to us.

My mum and me a*good sign*

I didn't realise the next door can hear me sing -.-!!!!

2010-10-24T00:33:00.001+08:00

2010-10-23T23:40:00.002+08:00

Ml's advanced bdae! HAHA.

Suggested gg Astons agn :)..Damn nice for the coleslaw this time round ^^

Was dismissed from sch early at like 4.10pm when we supposed to be dismissed at 5pm. LOL.

Well, kinda a rushing day for me and sadly wy can't join us cos it's jus too late by dat time!

2010-10-23T22:47:00.002+08:00

It has been one wk since sch started.

Wow so far is fine throughout but one lecture made me and herdy dozed off.

Info Security! And some of the lessons dat lasted 3 hrs made me sleepy.

1st day of sch :

Best! Finally saw one another after a long time since ERP exam.

Another headache was to decide grp members for SACP 6 credits module.

Last sem, last effort to do well.

2nd day of sch :

I so love to jump btw grps =x

Interact wif everyone is gd.

At dat time, I felt like my programming brain is trying hard to recall its codes.

3rd day of sch :

Lucky NE field trips nv fall on wk 8!

Epic day. Wadever it is, mus tolerate.

And haikal's performance was bagus.

4th day of sch :

Software Engineering is like -.-!

Doing research and den find grps for project agn.

Sama sama like ITSM agn. Cos same teacher!

COS was a bit wierd..having more than half an hr of break in order to install smth into the com when we had so many breaks in btw!! So we talk talk to sheena. HAHAHA.

Went to eat wif my BFFs after lessons. Eighteen chefs gone from now onwards :(

Nvm sheena suggested we shall eat other restaurants. WEEEE!

5th day of sch shall cont'd on next post.

2010-10-16T00:51:00.002+08:00

Last lesson for driving.

I'm gg to try hard to make it less than 18.

Hope dat it's possible.

2010-10-15T01:49:00.002+08:00

This hols sucks for me. A LOT!

Nv had a peace time for at least a week.

Sucks to the core man.

2010-10-14T02:01:00.002+08:00

A thumbs-up for parallel parking.

Nd more practices though.

4 more to go!

Having a nice day out tgt..rumours rumours whoa..hahaha

Astons is a niceeee placeee..so love my steak..tender tender.

I loveeeeee airport!!!!!!!

And regret not having civil aviation and management due to lousy results.

HAIZ.

Nonetheless, it was damn cool!

Chiongster! As a learning driver =x

And and I hate to hear abt weds!!!

Spoil my day!

2010-10-13T00:15:00.003+08:00

I felt that my driving sucks. HAIZ.

2dae went to sch to wait for haikal and saw so many ppl I knew!

Another driving lesson later on and meet my BFFs!

First time feel so relaxed in an outing.

Photos coming up soon at night! ^^

2010-10-09T01:00:00.004+08:00

Had a steamboat buffet with sec frens.

Was sweating and sweating cos the place was not well ventilated.

Another day has gone.

Driving here I come.

2dae's lesson : Vertical parking -.-...so tough and siannn.

2010-10-08T01:54:00.004+08:00

Debbie Gibson!!! Oh my, oh my..

Mummy and I wanted to go,

but den she said she dunno how to go Fort Canning..

haiz..and whose gonna take care the crazy dragon?? -.-

"Ooh baby do u noe wad dat's worth?

Ooh Heaven is a place on earth

They said in heaven, love comes first,

We'll make heaven a place on earth"

GONE jus like dat!!

And there's Rick Astley, Johnny hates jazz..all so nice.

So retrooo..haiz

2010-10-05T23:12:00.004+08:00

I'm so suck at planning my driving schedules.

All in a big mess.

Especially when I'm having a flu.

Big BOO!

I wanna recover fast and eat a lot!

Have been losing weight though.

2010-10-04T23:12:00.002+08:00

1st runner up. HAHA

Finally passed my FTT. Can throw away all the theory bks liao..

Next few days having driving lessons. I had 7 more to clear!

Hope I'm not sick plsssss...I dun wanna get unwell this time.

I had one mth plus nv learn driving =x.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE..

Dunno when can see 1st runner up agn. Haiz.

2010-10-03T23:18:00.002+08:00

End of the Futuresss.

Everyone's awaiting their expected champion to come. HAHA.

Like fans awaiting for their idols to come on stage. LOL!

The game was intense, especially the penalty shot.

I can't help but I stand beside yu zhu was much more safer.

Thus if there's anything she will noe dat I fainted or wad. HAHA!

Even I myself oso heaved a sigh of relief..my heart was gg to jump out dat time.

Wadever it is, 2nd prize is still gd, at least better than 3rd prize.

And got a present to reward ourselves, or shld say himself. He has the most credits.

And my fav song was playing during the finalsssss...awwww cnt move n sing dat time cos I'm the one video-taking. :(

Heaven is a place on earth!

Tiring day! For u and for me and the entire players.

Now, FTT!!!! There can only be one chance for FTT and TP each, or prepare 25 bucks to extend my PDL =x. Well jus hope for the best.

2 more wks for sch reopen.

Drive, Swim, Bake, Sing, Slack, Enjoy.

Come n join me if u wan :D

2010-10-02T22:13:00.003+08:00

1st day of Futures.

Hamster was sooo gd..keep chiong-ing all the way.

Everyone was stunned. HAHA.

Later will be the semi finals and the finals for it.

Well, wish all players gd luck. :)

Oh mine, FTT!

2010-10-01T01:35:00.002+08:00

It's the month of Oct now!

A month jus passed.

Had a random day with hamster on wed cos I was damn bored.

Caught Resident Evil.

Although I like to watch this genre, i can't help covering my ears when there's an eerie feeling cos I dun like the effect to be so loud and scare me. In fact I did when one of the 'human zombie' actually came from behind the person's back. -.- Oh well dat's just a natural reaction of mine.

Had a billard game and steamboat dinner at my hse! HAHA.

The steamboat was quite irritating..cos of the mini gas stove.

Well am finding duet songs to learn to prepare ktv session wif my clique.

All I nd is a guy dat can duet! Dat will be gd.

Home for the day. Thinking whether I shall sing k at home or go swimming at my hse downstairs.

2010-09-27T23:37:00.003+08:00

8 hrs plus more!!!

Haiz dunno how's e feeling like.

And so many things to worry within 28th :(

Ohoh..and yes so long nv see herdy. HAHA.

I think our class picnic has to be postponed, not a lot of ppl are enthu abt it. HAIZ.

Oh yes wanna hv a picnic or go marina barrage wif my clique. HAHA.

Lots of gathering too wif different ppl.

Well, blunt things jus make ppl feel so moody.

2010-09-23T00:25:00.002+08:00

Days gone. Had been attending my god grandfather's funeral.

It was worse than I thought, especially comes to songka.

All seemed nonchalent or some dun even noe the tradition of it.

Or shld I say nv respect abt it. Tsk tsk.

Fancy sms-ing or talking on phone in the middle of the chanting while holding on to the joss sticks.

Tak boleh tahan.

Peeps : Hope to meet on 25th for mid autumn festival organised by sch! :)

Cross fingers.

Approximately 11 hrs 13 more mins :(

2010-09-19T01:18:00.002+08:00

Random day wif hamster.

Why always having random day is a best day?

Finally found my puff pastry at mustafa.

Next time shall get all these stocks there.

Well am gg to start making sardine puffs later. :)

Ytd gathering wif my close pri sch peeps were fun!

Went home at 10pm. From yishun :(

2010-09-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

Fun wif hamster 2dae.

I can keep jump jump.

Now's the time to dig out recipes for baking. :)

2010-09-05T17:34:00.002+08:00

ooo Heaven is a place on Earth :)

Dancing with u in the summer rain.

Oldie songs..

Now everyone has a hard time studying ITSM, who doesn't?

It's like total meaningless to it.

Even the brain cnt connect it tgt and make the memorization work :(

Ahhhhh!! Irritating.

I bet heaven is a nice place on earth too.

2010-08-27T23:50:00.002+08:00

Blog blog.

Exams approaching 6 days' time. Hmm..well wasted effort agn.

HAIZ..nd lady luck agn but it's not always on me...ZZZ.

Aiya sian.. anyone willing to take me in for grp study? :(

These hols are not hols for me, but rather either stay at home or go driving.

And now I cleared stage 2. Next lesson will start on vertical parking.

Dat means the day gg to mati is drawing near.

Wonder how to pass driving. So STRESS.

I wanna go out a lot.. after exams.

2010-08-11T00:26:00.006+08:00

See the sizes of our legs. LOL.

This baby caught our eyes throughout the whole event. How can u resist it?

Tiny hands and legs...awwwwwww...

Batt died when I took a few shots of the fireworks -.-

National day.

It was said dat hamster took the tickets from his cousin..oh well..

I'm so bothered abt my dressing ok! Ahhhh..cnt sit unglam oso..sian..getting warmer when crossing leg..feel like letting some air in =x..

A surprise dat caught me sooo blur..=x

If there's food while waiting even better! So hungry..but I dunno why I still can tahan till 9pm den hv dinner.

The cute baby keep looking at this evil mojo-jojo beside me becos he bullied me =p..must be wondering why this person soooo evil one..bully girls..

Are fireworks romantic? LOL..hmmm i can't feel it either but I could say it's spectacular this yr.

Oh yea and my dinner cum supper was our fav kfc! Everywhere was packed wif ppl, business must be a blast.

Walked a while at esplanade roof terrace and nv get to walk merlion park :( haiz. so disappointing.

Oh and wad caught me surprise was not the movie but the payment..first time not using my card.

Last train home. Cnt beared but still hv to leave.

The journey of serving our own duty in this one month starts now.

Fasting + hungry ghost festival.

Thinking abt 'dat thing' jus made me feel I'm not capable of it and the feeling of both depressed and stressful.

Lesson learnt : listen advice from ppl. tsk tsk

Nonetheless, will not forget the day and time spent.

Hamster, listen to 'runaway' for this month..LOL

2010-08-07T23:11:00.004+08:00

So bored now..

Wan talk talk oso soooo diffff :(..

Woke up early 2dae to prepare bbq for 2moro at my hse..haiz..

Guess it will be a boring bbq as it's a family gathering.

Thus went boon keng market for the first time..overall not bad but some stalls love to buck up price.

Can't find the banana leaf and den went little india..

First time I saw halal stalls in tekka mall , like I nv saw beef and mutton stalls in market ever since I went to chong pang market.

And the mutton smell make me wanna -.-..duno y..my heart feels pain when they 'CHOP CHOP' the goat parts..haiz..chop my heart :(

End up the stall closed..den hv to go sheng song there..and worse thing only can find bbq sauce but not the leaf!!! SOLD OUT!..

Walked till outside tekka market and managed to find it along little india shophouses like so -.-.

2moro's my turn to do last min buying at ntuc. I can't deny dat I'm getting more n more frugal abt bbq and jus nice to fill everyone's stomach. =x

How I wish the Earth would pause and skip to 11 sept.. :(..so sad.

As a muslim, he has to do his duty.

As a chinese, I hv to do my duty. Can guess wad it is?

Perhaps ppl may think it's lame or stupid , but for me, it's worth doing it :)

2010-08-02T22:48:00.002+08:00

Wahahahaha..alumni gathering was ok...only feel like seeing those..and seeing those I dun like...

Of course , only enjoy wif my clique..memories back.

Everyone! Let's look forward to the mid autumn gathering agn for the alumni at 25 sept :)

LA LA LA LA LA LA~

IADP project sucks to the core man..

Last min all efforts are gone...zzz

Really bb liao lor....haiz

How to maintain 3.0 like dat??????! Tell me~

Haiz..I finally release a 'secret' to him. HAIZ.

And I wondered wad's so nice abt it though.

Mayb I'm jus used to it. =x

Let's enjoy for now.

Waiting for sheena and clique to finish off this wk's sch..and let's go sing k!!~~

* 4 times of Runaway * aiyooo..very siannnn leh..

2010-07-27T00:33:00.005+08:00

OOP presentation done. Left report to be done for dat and submission is on this friday.

Later on will be networking lab test 2..so many commands to rmb! Zzz..well hv a 'way' to get dat ^^

Tons of things to multi-task this wk.

Starting from IADP everyday and oso studying cost accounting for wed.

After cost accounting test do IADP project agn and den go back study marketing test.

Marketing test ends and den do IADP project, go home revise a bit of WAD since it's open bk.

OHHHH! Not forgetting the OOP report I mentioned earlier =x

And fri cfm stay back to do IADP project agn.

Saturday , the day ex-northlanders have been waiting for I guess, shld say majority.

Alumni gathering! HAHA and a complimentary photo taking session in the northland's theme smart casual. Hmm interesting eh. Wonder if our whole clique can make it on time and take a pic tgt! :)

OMG OMG..hope the gathering dun disappoint me.

Watched sorcerer's apprentice to 'commemorate' this day. Yeah dunno hv to wait how long , think ard 2 mths den can really commemorate agn. EH no shld be 3..cos of the subutteo tournament. HAIZ. Wad a sad me. I shall wait patiently den. Nonetheless this movie is gddddddddddd cos I like this kind of action action packed..wif bad guys emerging out to destroy world and hero comes n kills it.

2dae I spent less than 5 bucks on my food. Cool right?

My life is as plain as a hamburger. LOL.

2010-07-25T00:25:00.003+08:00

And dat was wy's belated bdae.

Decided so long and we went sizzler.LOL.

As usual, saw yang hong working there for 2nd time. HAHA and at least this time he served us the menu and paying bill.

Wanted to go barrage but it was like 730??? so late alr.. dun think hv bus to get us back to the station. :(

Shld we go next wk when we had our alumni gathering? HAHA.

Everyone thinking of wad to wear next wk, which is NORTHLAND'S THEME, SMART CASUAL.

Well for me..there's a lot to choose but I had decided mine. May change anytime.

But for them is opp..there's nth to choose and unable to decide.

And I shall be wearing my new white heels :)

Now I'm too sick wif flu to carry on wif OOP.

Sry to haikal for having to complete a lot for OOP =x

Becos I was out the whole day and got sick agn :(

So GUILTY!!!!

2010-07-23T23:33:00.003+08:00

Tedious wk 14 is over.

And so pissed wif myself for OOP test. Haiz.

Dat's a very very good opportunity to get an A, but - 10 marks cos not using constructor..like wahhh sian...only hv a bit of recollections of it. DAMN!

IADP oso..got a C..like so exasperating wif myself. NO more A anymore.

The last hope is WAD. HAIZ. Wonder still can maintain dat A anot. It's really the last hope!!!

So sian dat OOP project has to present on mon cos we got grp 5 :( sad us. Why Why Why???

Wkend shld chiong project one , but 2moro celebrating wy's belated bdae. Thus I hv to sacrifice my time for her :).

Guess there's only sunday left , perhaps I shld cancel my driving desperately.

Wk 15 comes.. and it's called the MOST tedious wk of all.

Mon - OOP presentation

Tues - Networking lab test 2

Wed - Cost accounting

Thurs - Marketing

Fri -WAD lab test 2

WTH???? Everyday's a test!!! Now den I realise....-.- SUPER GG!

Worse of all , I think I'm gg to get sick soon!!!

Throat a bit wierd wierd!!! AHHHHHHHH! Dun eh..not a gd time!

I hv celebration 2moro , I hv tests to study and project to do!!!!!

Watched Inception..wahh beginning I dun understand , in the middle mayb a bit, and finally lost agn. LMAO.

Both of us spent 140 mins watching dat and keep wondering wad it was all abt..hahahaha! Funny.

On the way home was so awwwwwww. :(

2010-07-19T23:08:00.002+08:00

ITSM presentation has declared finished for 2 wks..wahaha..and this is the first time dat a teacher really took photo for everyone..like okieeeeee -.-..

See our girl's power grp! HAHA.. other grps are in fb, not convenient to post in my blog. LOL..later dunno wad happen.

I looked at my calender and realised everyday is packed wif smth. like WOW.

Let me say this agn. 2moro's gg to be another winter agn. HAIZ.

2010-07-17T23:43:00.003+08:00

Bored.

Wk 14 is known as a very sian wk cos from mon starts quiz.

And now i seen 2 pages and I jus dun wan to read liao. -.-

Let's see lady luck on mon den.

Everyone is crazy abt frontierville now. HAHA.

I need bricks, nails and hammers! Pls do send :) hehe.

As agn I wan 3 digit car!

2010-07-11T00:05:00.003+08:00

Note : Dun ever use internet connection at OC..it sucks man.

Now spending my time to do editing for IADP.

It's like damn lots of things to do and testing my patience.

I can't screw this up.

Later is my driving agn.

It's been one wk since I drove.

Ya. I wan a 3 digit car number pls.

Dat's how I spent my wkends.

2010-07-06T00:45:00.002+08:00

Oh yea.

Ytd my personal k session at home shiok.

Cos no one , no pressure. Anyway i dun like to sing when there's ppl, but no choice when gg kbox.

And my father said I v selfish, dun wan to let them hear how I sing.

Yea wadever. Cos I love to sing on my own and even if my sis is there, end up she go take her bolster to sleep at the sofa each time I got k session at home -.-..duno why oso.

The reason : ur songs v slow..nice to listen

P/S : She's my only audience at home. :)

These are the new disc I burned ^^

1. Yesterday once more - the Carpenters

2. How do I live - Leann Rimes

3. Love song - Sara Bareilles

4. The Flame - Cheap trick

5. In This life - Delta Goodrem

6. When I look at you - Miley Cyrus

7. All you wanted - Michelle Branch

8. Runaway - the Corrs

9. La Isla Bonita - Madonna

10. Breakaway - Kelly Clarkson

Mus hv write down one list of wad songs I burned. Cos there's jus too many =x.

And sometimes nd to spend a while to think wad I gg to sing. =p

BUT! I can't find lift me up by Kate Voegele karaoke version wif lyrics...zzzzz..so frustrating! I think hv to memorise the lyrics like wad I did to some of the songs last time.

Ya, I joined the grp 'I memorise lyrics faster than memorising notes'. How true indeed.

Finished ITSM presentation. Let's cross fingers =x

IADP lab test coming up!

OOP project and IADP project not making any advances yet! Haiz.

Many many things start to come and mess us up.

2010-07-03T22:58:00.004+08:00

Wkends here, n gone soon :(

2dae nv do even one thing useful..jus download and burn my karaoke songs =x.

Shall hv a personal k session 2moro since no plans n oso dunno wad to do.

Hahas..but mus study OOP and prepare for ITSM, like finally! :)

Oh yea mus rush project soon, especially OOP!! And we got grp 5. LOL dunno shld be happy or not.

However it's still somewhat middle :)

Motivation motivation!! Come quickly and get me started!

Flea market in orchard central :( WAHH..last wk went there for his tournament 2 consecutive days dun hv.

Now I nv go there becos he granted me leave ( =) ), there's one whole STRETCH of flea market..

Ah la..so disappointed when he told me that :(

There's still other flea markets ard , but at clarke quay.LOL..so 'not-a-lot-of-ppl' eh.

Shld I go anot? GSS now in the month of July. Skali end up nv buy anything..hahaha

Oh yea get to watch eclipse on thurs :D partly becos I gave someone a :( face throughout the ITSM lecture I guessed. HEE.

Not bad actually but den yet agn I dunno how to rate movies cos I hv no preferences. :)

And the only thing I envious abt is Bella having 2 bodyguards..so awwwwww..fight here n there over her..hahaha

Well now, OOP or IADP eh? Hmmm..

2010-07-01T00:18:00.006+08:00

Yes, wkends approaching :)

Everytime till wed..it shows dat TGIF's coming and having wkends soon.

Currently doing IADP pracs which I long time haven touch dio ._.

So putting short twits :)..

Random songs popping out and den there are many meaningful lyrics.LOL

1. Lover's Concerto

*You hold me in ur arms,

And said once again dat u love me,

And if ur love is true,

Everything will be just as wonderful.*

- Full lyrics is even more touching.

2. My love will get you home

*If u ever find urself, lost and all alone,

Get back on ur feet n think of me,

My love will get u home,

Boy, my love will get u home.*

This song is quite popular..hahhaa..guess majority of the ppl noe.

Wonder how the lyricist can actually compose the words into a song n made it so meaningful.

That's random I noe =x

Well jus hope this lyrics stays forever.

When's my Eclipse??? :(

2010-06-29T23:50:00.003+08:00

See yu zhu and I so hardworking for gg subutteo tournament =x

Credits to herdy for grp photo

Yo peeps.

This wk is the sch reopen wk for nyp,sp and np...LOL..

Well, ytd first lesson was a boredom.

Very randomly , I told Herdy level 6 has a special smell.

Dunno y.. but kept reminding me of french class..like so sian of dat stupid smell.

And so first day of sch was like SCHOOL.

2dae..was a damn shag day for me.

Walked into class like small half dead zombie.

Tues's lessons was a drag.

IADP finished , nd to quickly hopped to the class opposite for WAD.

And the worse thing is, so cold like NORTH POLE!

Think only polar bear can tolerate it, not us! Zzz.

I prefer warm places , even though if there's lots of fans are sufficient for me.

Besides , first time I stopped for networking pracs cos jus simply BORING.

So many things nd to type and 2dae's so not my day.

Dun r-u-i-n me. ._.

Yes it was damn epic later on.

All I can say is cherish the time we hv and hope it's memorable.

No disturbance for this crucial period of time.

Jus grant me this wish and more than satisfied.

Note to couples out there : Cherish the other half dat is sent by 'up there' to u. This is ur fate. :)

2010-06-27T01:25:00.002+08:00

26th.

Satisfied enough by saying dat meaningful wish.

Quarter finals later on.

JYJY (morally and not physically) to all subbutteo members.

Although it's gg to be a tough road , I choose to be honest abt it and get a small stone out of my heart.

Yeah I sacrificed my sleeping time jus to be honest.

No matter how bad the situation, I braced myself and talked.

Thus this is the result dat up there gave me.

There are ups and downs in life.

You jus hv to move forward and take it.

This is jus the beginning.

There are more to come , it's jus how the way we handle it.

It is tough but I noe I can make it. :)

Through ytd , I had grown mature a bit and learned to understand things better in a positive perspective.

Tks to my father for lending me ur ear and advices and oso not scolding me! :D

2010-06-26T00:45:00.001+08:00

Seriously, dunno wad to say at all.

I jus nd someone to brace me up.

Lost and delirious.

2010-06-25T00:23:00.004+08:00

2dae supposed to be a great day throughout, and I dunno y it always ended up getting upset at the end of e day.

Driving was fine although they were lots of cars and I'm so afraid to go fast.

Actually I had so much to share abt every driving lessons, but each time the words that are said to me really made me no mood.

Some things cnt be joke. CNT. It may mean a joke, but it hurts the way it's said.

For now, I jus dun wan to talk abt it.

Twitter summarised it all. Dat's wad the gd thing abt it.

Like wad fb statement says : I hope I'm impt to u, like how u r to me.

Sakura dinner wif class is fun especially when sitting wif herdy's table. It jus make me LOL.

Guess having class dinner is fun :)

Yes, having driving lessons at the same time. Not gg to say anything abt ssdc in msg anymore.

2010-06-23T00:39:00.003+08:00

I wan a break for it.

Draining all my time n effort.

Things are not e same as before if realised.

2dae finally get my PDL and the moment was so intense..

Luckily it's 10 mins late and e car was jus right outside of the door :)

Got a malay instructor , seemed better than previous 2 , but left 2 more for me to interact wif.

Driving was smooth but when comes to lane changing it's not -.-.

Cos I jus can't react fast ON ROAD!!! ROAD leh! So many cars..scary.

Well Happy bdae to my papa.

And I'm done saying , cos I got unhappy agn of one thing. BOO.

2010-06-22T00:56:00.003+08:00

PACKED.

Not packed for gg holidays, but packed in hols.

2dae woke up and went out early jus to watch movie tgt, like first time go out during hols cos no time.

Den..yea..burger king-ed like finally cos everytime lots of ppl but the service sucks.

Wrong order and slow... boooooooooo..

Next mus say a big HAIZ and sadness cos didn't really get to spend the day tgt well cos of stress-ness and everything.

So the excitement or enjoyment went down drastically.

Things cnt be controlled and it seemed there are more commitments.

Projects and driving and everything.

Now my schedule goes :

Tues : Buy bdae cake when I woke up. Lunch. Driving. Come back for cutting cake time.

Wed : Currently no plans but if there's really nth, either stay at home do projects or book final theory practice which I hate to do it. Cfm fail one.

Thurs : As usual , driving and den feel like heading to town walk walk since long time nv been there to relieve stress. Class buffet at somerset sakura.

Fri : Driving and celebrate pg's belated bdae..LOL..am gg jack's place! Noe why? Cos I plan one..wahahhaha..steak eh! :)

Sat : Impt day to us and his subutteo tournament. Well of course wish him to win right?

Let's see if my existence really big impact anot. =x. No promises abt the results.

Sun : Subutteo tournament.

Dat's how fast one wk can go! Like wow...7 days not enough seh. This hols is a hols but yet so lame. Agree?

Aiyo....feel like gg swensens.. LOL..cos my chicken in a jacket is out! but renamed as chicken in a basket...wadever...it's still my chicken! :) and and feel like eating omelette.

And feel like gg airport walk..LOL! Dunno y..hahhaa..oh did I mention I love airplanes? :D

2010-06-20T23:57:00.002+08:00

Am back to blogging..

From now on , complains or anything unhappy shall go to one department only.

They are the only ones who listens rather than saying me.

Cos they will analyse and give advice.

Sick for 3 consecutive wif high fever was not kidding.

The doctor told me mayb it's H1NI cos it's on the rise, but I dun wan to hear abt it.

Nor want to take any test. Cos I noe it's not.

One wk jus passed like dat. Waste my 3 days of being 'dead' in bed.

Missed 2 prac lessons of driving. ZZZ. Haven got PDL oso becos of suay-ness.

And now , I'm just lost of wad to do for ITSM report.

It's only the english part dat matters , not the contents cos we got full of it.

All I nd is to relax and think abt english.

Enough said. Nv get a girl irritated and annoyed during red time.

Cos it's showing dat enya's songs are played now.

2010-06-12T23:19:00.003+08:00

Holidays..

H-O-L-I-D-A-Y!!!

Well only for 2 wks..which i think will past damn fast agn.

Wad's in stored for 2 wks?

Firstly , projects.

Secondly, driving.

Thirdly , clique.

And the rest wait till I hv time to settle =x if possible.

Oh yes , I wanna sing k!!! Wheeeeeeeee....

2moro shall do it at my hse :)

One and a half more days to my first prac lesson!!!!!

Oh my!

PARTY TIME!!!!!!

2010-06-02T22:21:00.002+08:00

Really damn tired ttm.

Can sleep jus like dat anytime and anywhere.

2 tests are over for me.

Left 2 more.

And worse still is theory stuffs which u hv to memorise lots of dumb sentences.

Dunno wad else to say, but I guess ITSM is gone. Perhaps for ERP theory oso.

Why? Cos there's a limit to my energy.

That's it.

2010-05-29T22:27:00.001+08:00

The worse moment we had to face sooner or later.

Jus dunno wad to say.

Yea, it sucks big time and nv been so low in mood before. HAIZ.

Well, wad's done is done and mus make plans soon.

Tests wk for me.

Wish me luck.

2010-05-27T22:38:00.001+08:00

Patient and let's cross fingers.

Let's hope for the best!

2010-05-21T23:04:00.002+08:00

Oh friday, you are here with me. HAHA. Sounds a bit duh~ but ^-^

Finally managed to survive agn for 4 hrs of programming. LIKE DAMN SIAN.

Do halfway becoming more n more agitated, especially OOP..zzz

And my mood getting lower and lower , with the stress and anger level getting higher and higher.

Well nth to do now , not nth , is too many things until dunno which to start first! zzz

2010-05-20T23:19:00.002+08:00

Suddenly these few days dunno wad to blog abt. HAHA.

2dae luo zhi xiang came to my mall. Take a look at e crowd! Like zzzz...not even my S.H.E oso..LOL.

96% of the ppl are young girls. The guys shld be jealous. hehe

Well 2dae caught robin hood...e movie damn long. Overall still ok..hahha..cos I like to watch war-fighting.

And last of all..Happy 18th bdae to Alvin.

Shld be no more May babies to wish this month le. GDGD.

2010-05-16T23:21:00.003+08:00

Wkends is over :(

So far , jus did all my work past 2 days and realised 24hrs is not enough!

Damn tiredddddddddddddd.. :( :( double sad face.

I wan 2moro to come becos long time nv see le and yet I dun wan cos of the stupid OOP quiz which i now oso haven study. -.-

TIRED TIRED TIRED TIRED!!!

2010-05-14T22:44:00.003+08:00

Friday was the most ever worst day of the wk besides tues.

4 hrs of programming , starting from 9am and 2dae released late some more. %#%@%&!!

Hungry like hell!!!~~

And the tragic thing which u will never expect was majority of the class not being able to catch up wif him, keep going on fast.

Next time , mus stay focus ,cnt get distracted by ppl if not u urself end up losing the track.

I'm alr one of them for 2dae. ZZZ.

Dun ask ur partners regarding ur errors if the teacher is typing the codes. WAIT till he's doing other stuffs or helping other ppl wif the codes. -.-

Yea..so much so for 2dae.. I guess my internet connection will be down anytime....Wad the.......

Haiz.

Leave me alone agn :(..so sad.

This is wad I saw the ans from the exam paper by someone in my family. LOL

Why do plants nd to stay upright?

Her ans : Because to let them know where they are.

This is why I dun wan to see and check her work.

Cos my unglam side will appear : rolling down the floor laughing OUT LOUD.

HAHAHA.

2010-05-13T20:53:00.003+08:00

How shld I start.

Well , 2dae shld be a fast and smooth day.

No waiting no dragging , and chop chop go.

Fast and accurate. SO HAPPY.

Yea ,multi task during IADP and it's like finally e ordeal is over for me.

Seriously , i dun like to take charge of things when I'm not e leader and it's like argh when u hv no choice but to quickly put in something jus to let teacher see.

When , lucky both of us are fast enough to come up wif the task allocations. =) High 5!

Overall jus we girls kept doing the prac stuffs and solving stupid errors. LOL.

And it's lunch time!!! So damn hungry like HELL.

Everyone walked fast fast and quickly got our food,at GECKO =)

Anddddd...it's been like 16 wks since I touched dat!!! OMG! =D

Talked and crapped..hahaha..especially abt china stuffs , which made us think so far fetched. HAHA!

Lecture time was godamn boringggggg..

And we were jus lucky not getting called to ans qns =) Cos of time constraint!!!

Wahhhhh so stresss...guess all business ppl had to think and act fast!

Friday 2moro, and yet someone's not gg agn. Dunno wad to say and no wish to say.

2010-05-12T22:42:00.001+08:00

2dae seemed like nth to do.

Especially lab session..cos all the things were done.

Shld get started on projects now.

My ulcers were damn pain! It's like 5 days alr. =(

2010-05-11T23:33:00.002+08:00

Back to blogging.

Ytd did IADP till fed up..zzz.

And I mus learn to distress cos I'm late!!!! Wahhhhhh!!!

For now, staring at com doing nth. LOL.

Guess it's time to relax now , after doing so many tasks ytd and someone asked me to stop. HAHA.

Well, i'm 'subutteo-ing' every tues. Cool or wad? First 2 wks was stoning and now I got a laptop wif me and do sch stuffs! =). Killing 2 birds wif one stone.

2moro is wed. Mind it. One wk is gonna over soon and quiz is coming up for OOP! zz

Am i gg to see my dam 2moro? 0.0

It's being a LONG time since I saw it except for my wallpaper. =(

Anyway , tks for acc me home despite late hrs. Appreciate it.

Or mayb it's jus guiltyness? lol

2010-05-09T22:00:00.004+08:00

Happy mama day! ^^

Went to the flea and I jus managed to buy one top. Just one. LOL. Miracle.

And den after dat headed to bugis street. My fav.

Yeah bought stuffs agn. New jacket.

Kinda regretted buying the leggings. It's like so damn small and skinny -.-.

OMG. Waste 10 bucks. ARGH.

Monday agn. Wk 4, 4th wk of sch.

So far still the same , lessons eat, lessons go and home.

Had a feeling dat tests are coming soon.

Doing IADP.

Persnality Quiz below. Saw it through GY's blog.

ISFJ

The Nurturer

Introverted Sensing Feeling Judging

Quiet, kind, and conscientious. Can be depended on to follow through. Usually puts the needs of others above their own needs. Stable and practical, they value security and traditions. Well-developed sense of space and function. Rich inner world of observations about people. Extremely perceptive of other's feelings. Interested in serving others Meet ISFJs

As an ISFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you takes things in via your five senses in a literal, concrete fashion. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit into your personal value system.

ISFJs live in a world that is concrete and kind. They are truly warm and kind-hearted, and want to believe the best of people. They value harmony and cooperation, and are likely to be very sensitive to other people's feelings. People value the ISFJ for their consideration and awareness, and their ability to bring out the best in others by their firm desire to believe the best.

ISFJs have a rich inner world that is not usually obvious to observers. They constantly take in information about people and situations that is personally important to them, and store it away. This tremendous store of information is usually startlingly accurate, because the ISFJ has an exceptional memory about things that are important to their value systems. It would not be uncommon for the ISFJ to remember a particular facial expression or conversation in precise detail years after the event occured, if the situation made an impression on the ISFJ.

ISFJs have a very clear idea of the way things should be, which they strive to attain. They value security and kindness, and respect traditions and laws. They tend to believe that existing systems are there because they work. Therefore, they're not likely to buy into doing things in a new way, unless they're shown in a concrete way why its better than the established method.

ISFJs learn best by doing, rather than by reading about something in a book, or applying theory. For this reason, they are not likely to be found in fields which require a lot of conceptual analysis or theory. They value practical application. Traditional methods of higher education, which require a lot of theorizing and abstraction, are likely to be a chore for the ISFJ. The ISFJ learns a task best by being shown its practical application. Once the task is learned, and its practical importance is understood, the ISFJ will faithfully and tirelessly carry through the task to completion. The ISFJ is extremely dependable.

The ISFJ has an extremely well-developed sense of space, function, and aesthetic appeal. For that reason, they're likely to have beautifully furnished, functional homes. They make extremely good interior decorators. This special ability, combined with their sensitivity to other's feelings and desires, makes them very likely to be great gift-givers - finding the right gift which will be truly appreciated by the recipient.

More so than other types, ISFJs are extremely aware of their own internal feelings, as well as other people's feelings. They do not usually express their own feelings, keeping things inside. If they are negative feelings, they may build up inside the ISFJ until they turn into firm judgments against individuals which are difficult to unseed, once set. Many ISFJs learn to express themselves, and find outlets for their powerful emotions.

Just as the ISFJ is not likely to express their feelings, they are also not likely to let on that they know how others are feeling. However, they will speak up when they feel another individual really needs help, and in such cases they can truly help others become aware of their feelings.

The ISFJ feels a strong sense of responsibility and duty. They take their responsibilities very seriously, and can be counted on to follow through. For this reason, people naturally tend to rely on them. The ISFJ has a difficult time saying "no" when asked to do something, and may become over-burdened. In such cases, the ISFJ does not usually express their difficulties to others, because they intensely dislike conflict, and because they tend to place other people's needs over their own. The ISFJ needs to learn to identify, value, and express their own needs, if they wish to avoid becoming over-worked and taken for granted.

ISFJs need positive feedback from others. In the absence of positive feedback, or in the face of criticism, the ISFJ gets discouraged, and may even become depressed. When down on themselves or under great stress, the ISFJ begins to imagine all of the things that might go critically wrong in their life. They have strong feelings of inadequacy, and become convinced that "everything is all wrong", or "I can't do anything right".

The ISFJ is warm, generous, and dependable. They have many special gifts to offer, in their sensitivity to others, and their strong ability to keep things running smoothly. They need to remember to not be overly critical of themselves, and to give themselves some of the warmth and love which they freely dispense to others.

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2010-05-08T21:35:00.002+08:00

Partial class photo.. LOL!

A day for gy.

Supposed to be eat brunch --> cake and this time was the opp. way -.-

Cos the stupid pizza hut dun allow us to bring cake in.

So, next time dun go shopping centre which dun allow cake.

Cos i think nd HALAL cake..zzzz..wad POLAR shop or wadever it is.

Well i'm not present when they said abt it.

After dat home..cos other party not free for flea market.

Thus we shall go 2moro! Although it's mummy's day, e timing for eating is 530pm. =D

Okay , I wanna buy lots of stuffs , provided they are the ones that can catch my attention.

Wkends gonna be over soon! =( SAD!

I'm not done wif my IADP!!! ZZZ!

2010-05-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

Okay. ERP lecture damn bored but at least learned smth.

And he's not stupid , making class rep to sign attendance.

So after lecture , went to amk to watch the back up plan...wow..like 2 hrs? Ard there ah.

Headed back for dinner.

Now I'm like wasting my time away doing nth. Wad the.

Becos of stuffs gg on , made me really dunno wad to say.

Well , twitter is the only way.

Wanna hv my mad jack food wif me now =(.

So damn hungry!

2010-05-06T22:32:00.003+08:00

2dae....hmmm..ate my fav western at south canteen.

Marketing lecture is cancelled , yet no one noes.

Skipped cost accounting as usual.

Back home at 5.15pm.

Sweat like hell! -.-

Friday 2moro! So fasssstttt..

I wanna go flea market!!!

Cheapo stuffs there...wahahaha.

Dun be so low self esteem , it's not like u..

2010-05-05T22:05:00.002+08:00

2dae's ERP lab lesson is really bored.

Cos had finished the task given. LOL.

As usual , left 45 mins till class end and I was so damn BORED!

ARGH..and kena hit by someone..so sad..

After class , went sch's GECKO to eat and I feel like eating roasted chicken wif mash potatoes in mushroom sauce. YUM YUM , but eat too much will be v sian. HAHA.

So t'was talking abt VE..yea the VEG group..veggie grp..haha!

Job hunting is kinda tough , and u must be smart.

2dae was a fun day agn, yet there's disappointment too.

Well wad's done is done , jus hope dat dun repeat the same mistake agn.

No more big blows!

Yeah , I reached level 10 of guessing song name. Awesome right? Jus ur luck to test me on slow and sentimental songs. =p AHAHAHA!

Wed ended soooo fasttttt... haiz..

The day spent was gone in a blink of eye.

2010-05-04T23:20:00.002+08:00

Happy bdae to miza..LOL..only can find light pink for fonts..hehe

Networking damn sian!!!!! And changing teacher yet agn for another module -.-.

Double sian!

Wahh damn hungry right nowwwww..

A lot of cravings agn!!!!!

zzzzz!

Iron Man 2 2moro~ =)

2010-05-03T22:29:00.003+08:00

Did the ITSM last night.

Stress was written on my face.

And the effort is worthwhile afterall.

Gotten an unexpected marks despite last min work.

Nevertheless I still wanna win one grp!!! My members ,whose wif me?? =)

Yeah..so it was a tie...TIE! How exasperating eh. LOL.

Time past fast and ended lesson.

It was kinda of wierd atmosphere but still thank you for joining.

Promise next time my turn to join ur frens, outside frens not inside sch one hoh.

2moro having networking agn..So OMG. STM agn.

HAIZ...=(

2010-05-02T21:01:00.005+08:00

Meetup on mon ^^

Ytd's photos..Happy bdae to grace.

And yea, our wuhan girl had grown prettier than before. HAH! So sexy - said by sheena.

Ytd night was a night dat I buried myself in programming..all the way till 2am.

Although it's irritating, at least it can put my mind off for the time being.

Well , now trying to multi task..

Doing ITSM project and IADP which i jus left 2% of it and den I'm done.

But for WAD , see mood first =x.

Bought 2 polo tees 2dae ; dark brown and white.

Cos of 20% sale.

Mummy asked why I wanted to wear polo tees , I told her jus feel like wearing but actually dat's not the real reason.

And an OP shirt dat says ' Don't mess wif me' . Kinda cool.

2010-05-01T21:58:00.002+08:00

Really pissing me off in the afternoon.

Now smart alr , dun wan to care abt anything.

BE WISER!

Dear blossom diary,

I did unbelievable thing 2dae; which is helping bangala wif the mrt gantry.

Wanted to giggle but hv to control.

And den the toot toot action reminded me of someone, somehow.

I dunno how but the feeling is strong.

Guess I miss too much.

2010-04-30T20:34:00.003+08:00

The impact is here.

Had kept too much things to myself alr.

My heart had told me it's enough for keeping things.

Mayb I had kept too much of the things dat I'm unhappy abt, and when I started to be in bad mood , all those dat I'm angry abt will eventually let out.

And dat resulted in a BAD mood.

It's a sign dat I cnt take it anymore.

Hope to find a gd time to let out once and for all.

Yes , i'm in need of a shoulder.

If I really break down in a person's shoulder , dun be too shocked.

Mayb dat's how much stuffs and thinkings I had accumulated.

I'm not as strong as wad I thought.

I may look strong on the outside , but I'm vulnerable.

I'm only good in controlling my emotions when i'm wif my clique.

Although they dunno anything abt it, I still feel contented wif them for having funny jokes dat can make me forget abt it. =)

My first time of skipping lecture cos of no mood and tiredness.

I dunno why , but I feel like being alone jus a while.

5 mins jus before I reached farrer park, I managed to adjust my feelings back on train , dun wan ppl to see me why I suddenly cry on train..damn embarrassing cos I'll be seeing my mum n sis.

Thank god dat they dunno dat I'm in bad mood as I rested on my bed right after it.

I dun like to talk much when I'm in bad mood. Nor I wan to care abt anything.

Cos it only made me more no mood and get me pissed.

So it's better to be wif ppl who set their minds fast enough when I had no mood.

Sometimes some ppl asked me the same qns..the only ans I gave them was..jus let him be, let him choose.

And they were kind of surprised why I gave dat ans. Mayb surprised and pity me or surprised cos I'm very magnanimous.

Well , ppl had the freedom to choose wad they wan to do. No point stopping oso.

I only said once , I dun like to repeat. Thus when one's mind is set,it's set.

The only thing is let it be. And I only said it once, mayb twice and at most third.

Ending here.

2moro's grace's bdae. I really hope I will enjoy the day.

Happy Jeslin will be back someday.

Time is all it takes. =)

2010-04-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

Caught IP Man 2 2dae..

Kinda okay , at least I'm not dat bored.

So fast last day of sch for wk 2 and den it's MAY!. WOW.

OMG , suddenly feel so hungry right now and I feel like eating chicken , especially chicken chop fr my sch's south canteen. YUM YUM. They sell the best chicken chop! =D

Suddenly missed my chicken cheese yaki fr sakae sushi =(..how annoying it is for the-whoever-person dat got dat dish off the menu!!!! -_-!!

Haiz now am stuck wif the cravings I had.

2010-04-28T15:25:00.003+08:00

Now blogging in the afternoon.

By right this timing shld be gg out but end up is at home.

Even my parents oso wondered why i nv go out.

And den there's smth written on my face.

Thus everyone gets the signal.

My mum noes why I'm in bad mood. Jus by looking at my face.

I wanted to laugh at my mum's joke cos she said mayb this can cheer me up, but it didn't.

This means it's bad. I noe it's bad..so I jus let it pass 2dae.

Mayb I shld do smth more useful to make use of my time.

Now e sky is dark , it shows a sign. BAD sign for me.

Next time I shld be smarter, if a 'dunno' word comes in , treat it as a no =)..

And dun take in too much promises that is made for u , it will harm u physically and mentally.

Wad's done is done. Sometimes a word 'sry' is becoming uselesss instead of usefulness.

Debating back for me seems useless too. So I dun jus let it be. Keep all my thoughts to myself is the best.

Ok, have wasted too much time since jus now.

Now is the time to redeem the lost time. =)

Hope my mood gets better when I'm learning to be ignorant now.

2010-04-27T22:40:00.001+08:00

Boring day.

Boring Web Application Development.

Boring NETWORKING!!!!!!!

Kena called by the teacher to show ans for tutorial.

Wah more sian.

Overall, a SIAN day.

LMAO.

2010-04-26T21:01:00.002+08:00

From sunny weather to rainy weather.

Wad a gd waiting time.

The 'best' present I had for 26th eh.

Programming is such a boredom.

Can dozed off anytime.

Met my clique for dinner =D

And den went back home fast2.

Congratulations! I wan cruise. =x

2010-04-25T22:48:00.002+08:00

I cleared my ttt!

Felt kinda of shocking cos I kept thinking I will fail.

So now waiting for btt in june.

Went to shop 2dae.

Ended up bought one polo tee.

Happy 26th..LOL!

2010-04-24T22:00:00.005+08:00

Currently searching info for ITSM. Like sooooo chim.

Still hv lots of things to do.

2moro having basic theory final practice and ttt. Dunno can pass anot. =x.

I wan luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon is coming soon agn.

So fast 26.

I suddenly rmb it.

Gg to sleep soon once I finished my task.

JYJY!